AS MEMORY SLIPS BY US , I REMEMBERED.
A coincidental desire to visit my own webpage, and destiny reminds me its been another year. Today - 28th Oct 2002 , Monday.
A year has so
magically passed since
the last of my updates...
Most of my life has been documented on my lifejournal
below. I'm currently studying for my first exam (3rd paper) in Communication
Studies , NTU 1st yr . Its 'introduction to Communication Studies' paper -
however , i don't think i'll be able to finish reading . Its a subject that
brings the greatest fear in me because its very technical and requires tons of
memorisation before you can argue anycase. I know i forgot whatever i read, but
this destiny reminders just makes me escape studying and come up and do a little
bitta update... my livejournal is seen below..
View my LiveJournal
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Oct 28 , 2001 Sunday
Surprise Surprise... until i sat down and ACTUALLY updated a bit more of my life... i realised a year has passed. More than a year. Coincidentally , its a Sunday about a year ago when i last updated my page. Obviously you see me here grinning in delight with a shining uniform. Yes - Dreams do come true. In this case, something i dreamed of as a kid and passed off as an impossible certainty ... Something up there , has given me a chance. I asked my Supervisor for the possibility to involve myself in NDP01 this year, almost like buying 4D , i struck Guard of Honor. Irregardless of how STUPID or how SILLY you think it is for me to be marching for more than 6 mths at a rate of 3 - 5 hours twice a week. I am delighted and thrilled to be part of this years NDP 01 Guard of Honor , Police Contingent.
In between , we shuffled feets and switched hands in accordance to commands we've heard countless times in our sweat earned rehersals. Marching is such a thrill , such a high -- and I love pandang (tilting your head sideways for VIPS) whilst marching. There's always the fear of cocking the gun in preparance for our Fool-the-Jar (my English version of it) , where we lift our gun and shoot the Joy rounds one after another. What if the rifle slips? What if you mis fire? What if it hooks onto your tunic and you look awkward? All these what ifs have to be dealt with at the instant as my heart beat rapidly whether rehersals or the actual event. I've even bled cocking the gun 2-3 times. Its still hard to believe I HAD stood there in the field on 3 occassions , the NDP Preview , the actual day and a National Education show with tons of people cheering. The opportunity was nothing more elating than money could ever buy. And i don't give a damn to those who don't look upon these 'experiences' - as long as i am thankful of them. I've included some photos (very few compared to my many albums) i took from NDP , click here. |
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The photo you see on the left is My Mdm Janice and me. I
took it around August shortly after we shifted to the new building (Police
HQ is now residing near Novena MRT at Irrawaddy Road , MHA twin-towers,
New Phoenix Park). The remains of the building i quickly snapped in
uniform for remembrance of this Chinatown heritage which i worked (and
practically lived) in for 1 yr and 2 mths. Its nostalgic and less
corporate feel cannot be replicated if you've walked in the walkways.... A
new experience awaited in our new building.
I've been continuing my 'late-coming' practices and to the dismay of my officers too. One day it'll get me into deep shit... I've played a bit of basketbal!! yeah ! At our building's multi-purpose hall. I've been gym-ming for about 1 mth and still keeping up to it pretty well. My IPPT failed -- gold for all items , silver for 2.4 but 4 pull-ups for chin ups! I requested to retake pull-up after running my 2.4km but they declined me. I got so pissed off , i pulled 7 times the 2nd time round and cursed at the stupid policy that you can retake before and NOT after 2.4.. i don't see any logic in that. However. i have improved thru and i am very happy for it. I've prepared some photos of my colleagues in the dept. You can take a look here. |
History - The last updated section (Jan 2000)
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Nov 12 , 2000 Sunday Did you think i couldn't be bothered to Update my webpage? To be honest , my webpage was actively updated until July 2000... if you had not been 'detailed' enough to see , I have a 'NS-Police' Diary (depicting my NS BMT days) ... it is found on a picture link below. Ever since then , its been work , home , work , home , work home... You get the picture. Life hasn't been very interesting , when you're working and going home , with no bunch of close friends to hang around with. My JC friends are in army or Uni , and have begun their own new lives. NS-Police friends have gone different units/divisions , and they too , live a path that does not cross mine. My current work area (Police HQ) isn't very vibrant socially. Though there are other NS guys around , they have their own cliques and friends as well , and i'm pretty much by my own since being posted there in June. I dread Saturdays and Sundays , and drown myself with work , to forget how lonely I am. In some way , i have been recognised , and in another , scrutinised. Many , or much may have happened , but they are just day to day experiences everyone of us may go through and have to overcome. As you can see , i have no opportunities to take any more new photos , and the photo above is amongst my latest (taken in June 2000 , towards the end of my BMT Days). I miss BMT , at least , i'd be living communally and always be around people everyday... in fact , i always loved living a group life. As i flip through my NS Police photos , I see how many of my own photos could turn me off , and turn me on. I have begun to love some how i look in some of these photos , but currently do not feel the same... perhaps military life could make me look better temporarily? Although I'm so bored everyday , i am also too lazy to sit down and make a whole new webpage and scan all my photos - For one , my Singnet server limits me to 2 MB , and I AM reminded i am exceeding it everytime i try to upload files , hence i haven't done much uploads of new pictures. I also dislike the idea of coming and sitting down to do my webpage... I'd turn into a nerd ? Hehehe , I've taken up gym , hope it'll last... I come back and look at my webpage once in a while , don't really know what they'll bring me , but i am happy to see i've got 7000 viewers already , since my webpage was made 2-3 years ago. Sometimes i wonder , why these 7000 people just come , and go , like trampling over another person on the net. I'll be going NTU in June/July 2002 - It doesn't seem as happening as NUS (I'll take Comm Studies over there.) Anyways , miss you guys ... drop me a mail sometimes : comdobve@mbox5.singnet.com.sg |
98S9 FOOTBALL CLUB? |
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1998 to 2000 2 years flew pass in such a hurry... I didn't even have time to do what I always dreamed of... Clearing up my room... the presently historical area has tons of stuff from my milk drinking days to the NS reporting order on my table now. Wait. Don't misunderstand... that girl over there , no no , not my girlfriend :) I am still single. She is my classmate , Wei Ling (They ALL call her Huiling.) . Anyway that photo looks the best of all my graduation night photos... (Perhaps my face looks SOOO awful its hard to find a good one?). Weiling... feel lucky i picked you to be PUBLISHED to millions of net viewers?? heheheh Although i think you'll never visit my website yet... The past 2 years in JJC hasn't been as exciting as I expected... but I'm sure I had my fair share of THRILLS! Ups and Downs... Left and right... I've taken quite a bit... I'm so sorry for those of you who had anticipated my 2 promises of a new and complete webpage... I totally cannot fulfil them... I just realised my collections of photos are STILL 90% unscanned and I have already 10 MB of photos in my HD from my life!! GOD! Who would want to look at them anyway? Its all me , me , me , me ,me ... So I guess I would take my time and do what i want ... Sadly... I'm turning 19 so very soon. Its Jan 16th 2000 now... In 9 days , I'll be reporting for National Service at Police Academy. I wonder if I'd turn out to be the joke of the force or come out a HUNK?? (*I hear pukes*) Whatever it is , I've got 98S9 ,AJC & JJC ODAC , TAEKWONDO , SECONDARY SCHOOL , PRIMARY SCHOOL , KINDERGARDEN , CAMPS.. blahz stuff of mine which I wish to share with you... but I don't know if anyone would appreciate my hours of photo scanning if i DID put them up... So if there's something you WON'T wish to see... E-mail me?? I'll save my time more that way... I get off only on SATs and SUNs... I doubt I'd spent those days cooped up at home doing my webpage (UNLESS I'M THAT LONELY!).. So it'd take some time before the site will be up in full glory details... However , do remember I miss all you guys , all my friends in my past and in my future... and i await a call or email from you anyday!! Wish me Luck and I hope life's great ahead for you! Happy Millennium..... |
You know why I couldn't do anything about my
website?
I spent clock work of THOUSANDS -> YES THOUSANDS of hours on
my council webpage at http://studentcouncil.cjb.net
Take a look.. and I am never touching it again! :)
So who the HECK AM I??
Tan Wenkai , Venga born on 20th Jan 1981
Yuqun P. School / Buona Vista S. School /Jurong Junior College
Air Rifle , Micromouse , Eldds , TAF ;) , Prefects , Leo Club , Choir in Secondary School
18th Student Council , ODAC , Taekwondo in JC
B+ blood wise
Enjoying life? - My fav activity.. its not happening , really.
1.73m, 65 Kg
TOFU / WhIte , My food , my colour.
ICQ & Email - 3862029 or lousy-matta , gongong@innocent.com
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