His Words to touch your life........

The last days of my daddy's life

 

Father I love thee…

 

I say a little prayer to give you some brighter days

 

In the midst of all of this, the feeling of pure pain

 

It hid right in the center of my heart

 

What times I now lost can never be gain

 

 

The feelings of holding you close

 

To feel the warmth of your fatherly love

 

To lie in the arms of a loving heart

 

Encompasses a feeling of what we behold

 

 

These past few weeks I have grown to love you more

 

Now I realized what it means to take for granted

 

Living my life without that fatherly presence

 

 

Holding back the tears to see you smile

 

To feel the feeling of leaving

 

I came to face the realities of life

 

In time the curtain will end a legend

 

 

My promise now I lay as a gift to the years you gave me

 

I have with the passion and kindness of your being

 

A reflection of what you have made me to be

 

You have nurtured a well-brought up individual

 

Your duties of a father have been done well above exceptional

 

 

Now I must carved the stones for the little ones

 

For a selfless mother to me and a wonderful wife to you

 

For the loving sisters I now have to lead in your way

 

As I lay now I make this vow to weather the forces outside

 

To bring glory and respect to have a son like me

 

 

 

I have always been blinded and misled to believe

 

That time will always be enough to do tomorrow

 

When in this days I seek to treasure in its paradox

 

The paradox that my time is enough

 

 

In these days my mind lives in the memories

 

The days we spent in each other’s company

 

The days you tuck me to bed

 

The days you gave what my young heart desired

 

The days you stood and made me a man

 

 

From life to love you have showed me the way

 

The greatest romance novels could never explain

 

With you I find the real meaning to love a woman

 

With you I find the real meaning to be compassionate

 

 

 

In that glow in yourself with all my friends you’ve showed

 

The wisdom of an open mind and heart

 

With you around the skies were always blue

 

 

Words cannot explain my feelings at this moment of time

 

When you said you never knew I love you that much

 

I want you to know you have been deep in my heart

 

I just was too blind and rejected what my inner spirit was telling me

 

 

Now I regret of not spending the times with you

 

I always felt secured and free when I am next to you

 

If heaven can grant me one final wish to fulfill

 

I would gladly ask the years for me to repay your love you have given

 

By spending the years to come just loving you

 

 

 

 

 

 


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